Updated: Apr If I would to have the miracle opportunity to see and talk to you again, I would tell you everything that I was too emotional to say aloud to you because I could feel myself getting choked up, when the thought of not having you with us even came to my mind. The last time I saw you, was the best time ever.
The hardest time of my life turned into the greatest lesson I've ever learned.
Thank you for giving birth to me. Thank you for bringing me to this world. Thank you for all the sacrifices you have made so I can always have the best food, have the most expensive clothes, go to a good school.
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You never think it'll happen to you. That the day would never come when you get a call. A call that would flip your entire world upside down and change your life forever. Since that call, your life will forever be different and a hole in your heart will forever be left empty. People will tell you that it'll get easier, that the pain won't be as bad as right now, but they lied. It doesn't get easier and the pain remains the same; we are just forced to live with that aching, gut-wrenching pain for the rest of our lives. A life missing. A life that no matter how much you pray, cry, and scream, will never come back.
I told you I needed a positive mindset to finish school. I learned a lot about myself from your passing. My smart mouth and opinionated self is still there cue the eye roll , but I learned how to handle it differently. I learned to stop judging people. I learned to not be so serious all the time. I learned to not be so angry. I learned to speak up and be friendly to everyone more often. I learned that happiness is the most important thing in life. And I have you to thank for that. I graduated from college with my associate degree… first in the family, remember?